Yet again today a thought of you
Takes over all that works on my mind
Though the time I get with you are few
You are with me all the time ,that I find.
What kind of a disease plagues me
I sometimes sit , think and wonder.
Why do I wait each day to look and see,
For you to come back n steal my thunder?
I will carry this feeling in me till I die
For thats something I know for sure
I wont anymore question or ask why
Or ask of you to give me anything more.
Tired and drained , so my eyes seem
Waiting to just catch a glimpse of you
Each day I wait for that tiny sunbeam
That gives me a memory to hold on to.
A thought..a feeling..
July 27th, 2009
This Mind O Mine..
July 17th, 2009
A whisper of thoughts
Struggling in my mind
A fight of haves and nots
Each trying hard to find
A foothold to make it
And see who finally wins
A light bulb to be lit
The one that speaks of sins.
A tussle they seem to have fought
Each one claiming its right
Positivity and negative thoughts
As they battle and fight.
A see saw of emotions
Sometimes up & at times low
Ridding me of some notions
Advicing me to ride the flow.
Lets see where it takes me
This roller coaster mind of mine
What else would I have to see
Before I claim to be truly fine.
In silence
May 27th, 2009
I sink into a silent retreat
Looking for a place to hide
I watch my tired running feet
As life becomes one tough ride.
The silence it coldly greets me
Welcoming me with an open arm
Making me see things I should see
Hoping to keep me away from harm.
Silence offers a cold , frozen comfort
Chilling me to my very bone
Shielding me from words that hurt
Making me so very alone.
Silence teaches me who I am
And what I was never meant to be
The thoughts from which I seem to run
Flashing again for me to see.
Silence , without words it speaks
Mocking me , laughing at my plight
The want to flee as it peaks
What can you keep from others sight?
Hide from others that you may do
For you just want to get some space
But hide from you,thats something new!
For your mind always catches up in this race.
Silence thrills but also kills
So I heard some wise one say
After every one of my tears do spill
I hope to wake up to another day.
A Maze of thoughts.
September 8th, 2008
A Maze of thoughts…
Feb 24 2008
A fog of thoughts, of scary self doubts,
Seem to seep within , to scream & shout.
Amongst all of them, one rules my wandering mind,
Is it too late ???Am I left far behind?
My friends seem far far ahead,
Achieving their goals as they always said.
Life on a track oh so fast,
They seek ,reach out & achieve at long last.
Not long ago, my zest, my zeal
Would work on my mind & make it reel.
I believed in me & my self worth,
Confidence & hard work, there was no dearth.
One quiet starlit night ,sleep seeming like a dream,
I walked along side a nearby stream.
As I watched it twist , ripple & turn,
My mind slowly began to churn.
The stream flowed on, paving its own path,
So should I, my mind reminded me with a thought.
For if I fear to thread the unknown way,
Wont I leave this world without my say??
