Tears ..No more

January 5th, 2010

My lips widen in a broad smile
The smile refuses to reach the eye
But the eyes remain still dry
For I refuse to cry.
A fear freezes my heart cold
But the face reflects a look so bold
But my eyes still remain dry
For I now refuse to cry.
Anger that is seen in my gaze
A fire that sets my heart ablaze
But my eyes still are dry
For i just don’t want to cry.
A hope that is truly finally dead
No trust for hearts completely bled
My eyes still remain dry
For they just don’t wanna cry
A love that blazes within
May never yet shine again
For my eyes have gone so dry
I will never ever again cry

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A fresh new start…

December 29th, 2009

A hollow feeling haunts me
Why so much do I miss thee….
My heart as it bleeds a tear
May never see you again I fear.
My smiles and laughter all abound
Torn apart by my tears not to be  found
Hope and trust shattered and strewn
As in a gloomy sadness I just drown.
I need a new start a  new beginning
A sense of happiness ,a new feeling
Away from this shattered ruins around
A new Me that has to be found.
So God would you help me just seek
A me that is far from sad and meek
One who smiles even through sadness
Who accepts hurts with much more gladness.
I need to develop a stronger me
One that’s invincible so to see
A woman not so weak n fragile
One who has to travel many a mile.

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From tears to dust..

September 2nd, 2009

Unheeded  my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even to stand.
Where do I go from here?
But walk in this dark I must,
So many things to worry and fear
Till one day I turn to dust ….

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My broken Heart

September 10th, 2008

My broken Heart.

Feb 29 2008

It only seems like yesterday , you pledged unending love to me
Out of the blue , I get a call saying it wasn’t meant to be?
Whatever happened to all those memories we built together?
Did they mean anything to you, because they made my heart flutter.

My heart, it broke into a thousand shards after your call,
My world looks so bleak, I foresee my down fall.
Those hopes I had woven so many dreams around,
I see them come all at once, crashing to the ground

Your harsh words from which I may never recover,
Makes me wonder, how can I live, would I ever?
Even if I pick up my broken heart & try n put it together with glue
My broken dreams & my shattered heart still seem so true.

Won’t you turn & look at me atleast once?
Maybe I would see something for me in that one glance.
I still wait for that call from you each & every day,
My life balancing on that tiny string of hope, that today you may.

Though I hurt & still cry, I discover, Life still goes on ,
My heart, though the cracks appear, beats & lives on…
You have given me a gift so precious, it could be gold,
To love wholeheartedly ,so a story could be told……

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