A hollow feeling haunts me
Why so much do I miss thee….
My heart as it bleeds a tear
May never see you again I fear.
My smiles and laughter all abound
Torn apart by my tears not to be found
Hope and trust shattered and strewn
As in a gloomy sadness I just drown.
I need a new start a new beginning
A sense of happiness ,a new feeling
Away from this shattered ruins around
A new Me that has to be found.
So God would you help me just seek
A me that is far from sad and meek
One who smiles even through sadness
Who accepts hurts with much more gladness.
I need to develop a stronger me
One that’s invincible so to see
A woman not so weak n fragile
One who has to travel many a mile.
A fresh new start…
December 29th, 2009
Lifes Intent
March 22nd, 2009
I woke up to a sun shining bright
My heart right now feeling so light
My face all wreathed in smiles
I have really travelled some miles.
I look back and what do I see
A shadow of what used to be me.
Defeatist was what I was called
Over every tiny sad thought I stalled.
I have travelled quite far as I see
Changed my attitude and changed me.
I have a lot of people I have to thank
If not for them I would have sunk
They showed a belief in me so strong
Made me feel I couldnt go wrong.
Then you breezed into my life one day
Swept me off my feet ,took me far away
Carried me to heights I never knew
I never realized how time flew
I still am soaring in the sky so high
Somewhere I thought I couldnt fly
Today I am at peace and am content
And that to me is my life’s intent.
