I walk along the road
Dragging my lonely feet
My thoughts too huge a load
Their weight a heavy beat.
Weary to the bone I see
Not a person to help me by
Sadness bearing down on me
Wish I could just go and fly.
Away from this cruel world
To a place that has no worry
Where Love has no hold
Nothing that makes me sorry
I may have outlived my life
For I am tired of living each day
Just weighed down by all the strife
Would God just hear my say?
Take me away with you
To a land so far away
To start a life afresh & new
Where fate doesnt have a say!
In the dark…
July 14th, 2009
Darkness closing on & isolating me
When the night falls leaving me alone
That is when I sit and really begin to see
What I hold on to & those that are gone.
Grieving and mourning ,shedding tears
The night’s silence covers me like a shroud
Negative thoughts giving rise to fears
My sunlight completely covered by a cloud.
Sometimes the glimmering stars giving hope
Shining in the dark and helping lead the way
Making me wonder if there is any tiny scope
For me to save my life from going astray.
The sadness seems to overwhelm so strong
A feeling of completely being helpless
Robbing me of smiles & my heart’s joyful song
Making me aware of all my weakness.
Help !!! Help me find my footing once again
I ask of you my Lord give me strength I seek
I need to get back to my world that was sane
Far away from darkness that makes me so weak.
A teardrop
March 22nd, 2009
A falling star in the dark blue skies
Brings forth what deep within me lies
A wish for a different life,one thats new
Where burdens and tears are just a few.
I shut my eyes and just for a moment
My life flashing to put me to torment.
But look around I still am blessed
Yet why do I sometimes get so harassed.
Searching for that one missing link
That empty feeling making my heart sink
Wish I could just share it with you
Only You could help me see it through
I look all around am all alone
No one to hear me cry or moan.
Yet my a tiny part of me rejoices
For I still have made the right choices
Of giving you my heart for safe keeping
I know you will keep it from breaking.
A voice says tomorrow all will be fine
As a new sun rises in the sky n shines
To that hope I just hold and cling on
To live a life to which I was born .
A drifting Mind..
February 22nd, 2009
It surely is not my best day
My thoughts wandering away
I seem to be drifting along
No too sure where I belong.
A spectator so I seem
Life looking like a dream
It spins around me so fast
Today soon becoming the past.
Who am I & where do I head ?
Why within me do I feel so dead?
Who cares am here or gone?
Why do at times I feel so alone?
All these thoughts in my mind
Making my vision just go blind
This is not what I should feel
I better bring my thoughts to heel.
I seek to make a tiny difference
Not at my life’s event take offense
Can I take a little breather
Before from reality I run further.
Would you help me find my way
Help me see a brighter today?
A teeny tear rolls down my cheek
Would you give me help I seek?
DARK MOMENTS
September 16th, 2008
DARK MOMENTS
Apr 03 2008
A dark unease settles around me
Blinding me, I cannot see
Darkness around me surrounds
The yells, screams ,oh they hound!
The pain, my head splits in two
Feelings dead for i feel a few
A slow painful transition I see
The past few years have drained me
I tried my best, real hard to please
My life yet to see a new lease.
Future looks bleak full of gloom
No fresh flowers just withered bloom.
Strife, struggles, tears & fights
I see no end, there is no light
Exhausted I ask God ‘do you see ?’
I plead please take care of me
I seem to be hanging on to a thin rope
Life, even a single day shows no hope.
Wont you God hold me safe in your hands
Take me with you to faraway lands?
For Lord ,the peace I seek seems far away
My endurance screams ‘NO not another day !!!”
