A love that will keep you warm when you are cold,
One that will hold your hand when you are old.
A love that gives you fond memories than those told.
Ones that you can cherish n to your heart hold.
A love that helps you and guides your way through
One that is found by only a lucky few.
A love that helps build your life anew
Totally filled with colours of a rainbow hue.
I wish you all this and then some more
From the very deepest part , my hearts core
Blessings from the one above each n every day
Hope he blesses you in every lil way.
I wish my loved one..
February 17th, 2010
Tears ..No more
January 5th, 2010
My lips widen in a broad smile
The smile refuses to reach the eye
But the eyes remain still dry
For I refuse to cry.
A fear freezes my heart cold
But the face reflects a look so bold
But my eyes still remain dry
For I now refuse to cry.
Anger that is seen in my gaze
A fire that sets my heart ablaze
But my eyes still are dry
For i just don’t want to cry.
A hope that is truly finally dead
No trust for hearts completely bled
My eyes still remain dry
For they just don’t wanna cry
A love that blazes within
May never yet shine again
For my eyes have gone so dry
I will never ever again cry
Life goes on…BUT…
September 9th, 2009
The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just broken by my sighs.
Dreams I still see …
…but with sadness they linger
For they remind me…
…that for you I still hunger.
Show you ,I may not…
… and what you may not know,
Missing you, that I do…
…like an ache that just wont go.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My nights
September 7th, 2009
Laying in bed to sleep at night
Hoping you would come to me soon
I turn & hold my pillow tight
And gaze unblinking at the moon.
Though the day does not seem near
I toss and turn dreaming of you
From my eyes there rolls a tear
As if on a perfect God given cue.
I miss you so much my love
The pain a dull throb in my heart
I keep thinking of you n how
It was with us in the start.
Will my dreams come true
The ones that keep me awake
Where its just me and you
I hope it does for my hearts sake.
Hurt n Luv
July 23rd, 2009
I saw you from a little afar
As they crowded around you
My angel my glowing star
Your charm worn by very few.
My heart beat a rapid staccato
It fluttered as I looked at you
My feelings on my face as they show
A love with time that only grew.
Along came hurt with the love
That made my heart bleed each day
The ache still fresh till now
I wish it would just go away.
You..
July 1st, 2009
You brought smiles on my face
Then you took my laughter away
You taught me to face life’s race
Then you made my world sway.
I placed my whole trust in you
You made me feel like a treasure
Those moments were though a few
For you stolen moments of pleasure.
You played me like a guitar
I sang melodies like a bird
You looked a glittering star
And I one among the herd.
Seems You then just had your fill
Or to me it so seemed to look
Alone You left me to scale the hill
Leaving you completely off the hook.
May you find the peace you seek
Though it may just not be with me
May you scale the highest peaks
Maybe thats how its meant to be.
My feelings Vs yours
April 14th, 2009
I feel the same way you do
Am sure you understand that
The differences are quite a few
The rules a completely different set.
Well your heart beats for someone
The same way mine does for you
But you can express it to the one
How I wish I could do it too 
But from far I watch & adore you
As you live life somewhere far away
Everyday battling some feelings new
As they just grow and deepen each day.
All I wish is I could open up & show
What you have come to mean to me
For you definitely would never know
For hidden those feelings you cannot see.
For now my love for you stands silent
My voice muted because of many a reason
One day maybe in the future it is to be vent
Maybe I have to wait for the right season.
For my precious one.
April 8th, 2009
A little smile tickling my lip
I gaze at you as you sleep
So much at peace & in bliss
I press on your forhead a kiss.
I shut my eye and then I see
The times you spent with me
Each precious moment a gift
Every second giving me a lift.
You made my sun shine so bright
You made my heart feel so light
Your smile just brightened my heart
Thats how its been from the start
It blossomed into a love oh so pure
From this ailment theres no cure
It gives me a strength so strong
Now I know nothing will go wrong
I have a new confidence in me
A radiance shining for all to see
A joy within that makes me calm
To soothe my pain like a balm.
Out of my reach
March 22nd, 2009
Watching the waves crash into the beach
I realised how far out of my reach
You are, Like a glittering, shining star
So close to my eyes and yet so far .
My heart as it brims and overflows
With a love so radiant it just glows.
Knowing this,I chose to give that love to you
One day my heart would be torn in two.
Inspite of this I still go on ahead
Living moments though my heart bled.
The waves call out and beckon to me
As I seek peace and solace in the sea.
I spot a falling star , far in the sky
Shimmering before it could just die
I should make a wish so I shut my eye
I cant seem to ask for me I dont know why
So instead I wished happiness for you
That you be blessed with a love thats true.
I watched the waves as they soothed my mind
To me they seemed just like my kind
They approach the shore only to retreat
Neither here nor there like me, dead beat.
I strolled slowly walking down the beach
Thinking of you so far out of my reach.
Lifes Intent
March 22nd, 2009
I woke up to a sun shining bright
My heart right now feeling so light
My face all wreathed in smiles
I have really travelled some miles.
I look back and what do I see
A shadow of what used to be me.
Defeatist was what I was called
Over every tiny sad thought I stalled.
I have travelled quite far as I see
Changed my attitude and changed me.
I have a lot of people I have to thank
If not for them I would have sunk
They showed a belief in me so strong
Made me feel I couldnt go wrong.
Then you breezed into my life one day
Swept me off my feet ,took me far away
Carried me to heights I never knew
I never realized how time flew
I still am soaring in the sky so high
Somewhere I thought I couldnt fly
Today I am at peace and am content
And that to me is my life’s intent.
