What do I from my life seek ??
My mind at its questioning peak..
Every moment asking me why?
From all thats around me I shy.
Where do I seek to go from here?
More questions as my grave I near
Will my soul transform and live on?
My body die to give my soul a new dawn?
Peace that my soul seeks come after I leave,
After people I leave behind just grieve.
To God now as seems my leaning
Searching on this journey some meaning.
Questions ….
November 3rd, 2009
Life goes on…BUT…
September 9th, 2009
The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just broken by my sighs.
Dreams I still see …
…but with sadness they linger
For they remind me…
…that for you I still hunger.
Show you ,I may not…
… and what you may not know,
Missing you, that I do…
…like an ache that just wont go.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
Travelling along life.
April 28th, 2009
Its been quite a journey
We have walked quite a way
Weaving our way through destiny
Sometimes not quite having a say.
Sometimes climbing up the hills
That suddenly sprung along the way
Mopping up some of the spills
Our tears made on gloomy days.
Hand in hand we walked ,side by side
On a journey so worth the while
Life has not been all smooth a ride
But we have travelled many a mile.
Sometimes walking ahead of me
While I struggled to catch up with you
You waited at times to stop and see
If I still could stride along with you.
Where we head and what is in store
I just sometimes sit and wonder
Life twists n turns as the tears pour
Is it worth its value I ponder.
Surely time waits for none so you learn
As one day one leaves the earth and is gone
Living life with its twists ,tumbles and turns
The other left alone as the day they were born .
Lifes Intent
March 22nd, 2009
I woke up to a sun shining bright
My heart right now feeling so light
My face all wreathed in smiles
I have really travelled some miles.
I look back and what do I see
A shadow of what used to be me.
Defeatist was what I was called
Over every tiny sad thought I stalled.
I have travelled quite far as I see
Changed my attitude and changed me.
I have a lot of people I have to thank
If not for them I would have sunk
They showed a belief in me so strong
Made me feel I couldnt go wrong.
Then you breezed into my life one day
Swept me off my feet ,took me far away
Carried me to heights I never knew
I never realized how time flew
I still am soaring in the sky so high
Somewhere I thought I couldnt fly
Today I am at peace and am content
And that to me is my life’s intent.
Life – A fragile thread …
January 10th, 2009
A fragile thread life just seems
Candle light that can flicker away
A long drawn reality of dreams
Any gust of wind can make it sway.
Who knows what lies in tomorrow
For that we haven’t got vision to see
A blend of joys & many a sorrow
Isn’t that what life is meant to be?
When dark moments begin to torment
To something called hope , desperation clings
Gathering memories of few happy moments
Before for the last time, life’s bell rings.
Between the first cry & the last sigh
Moments filled with joy , some full of strife.
Some moments low, some moments high
Struggling through what we call our life.
Here today but tomorrow you never know
For your fate has so many surprises
Many tough lessons that life would throw
Each day so different, so many sunrises…
So live in the here and now, the present
Unraveling the puzzle of life’s mystery
Accepting most, finding less to resent
Before you leave & blend into history .
Missing You.
September 16th, 2008
Missing You.
May 01 2008
Longing for your arms
To hold me tight
I wait each moment
Every day and night.
Would you turn about
Come back for me?
My heart weeps for you
Would you ever see?
The days seem so long
The nights so lonely,
Your feelings for me
Still linger on… surely
For what we shared
Both me and you
Could never have been
Anything less than true.
Hope makes me live on
Still longing for you
Love pushes me along
Hoping tomorrow is new .
Come back to me again
And be my love
We could start afresh
Please come back now!!!
THE RAIN
September 14th, 2008
THE RAIN
Mar 26 2008
I stand mesmerized by the beauty around
The rain, clean air, the pitter patter sound
Romance surrounds as the mist covers The clean fresh smell of mud still hovers.
We walk hand in hand enjoying the rain
Drops on our face washing away the pain.
The air around breathes life in me anew
My problems seeming so far & very few.
As it begins to rain faster we begin to run
It seems years since we had such fun.
I revel as this wakens the child in me
As I splash through the puddles I see.
Singing to the Beat of the rain on my face
I start to do a dance with every little grace .
For the rain brings in me a sense of happiness
I forget all my weariness & my sadness
Silent Thoughts
September 8th, 2008
Silent Thoughts
Feb 26 2008
The whispering trees, the falling leaves,
The setting sun, the tender breeze,
The rain on my face, the sea at my feet,
The chirping birds, the snow a white sheet.
Nature weaves her magic all around me,
Creating a sense of wonder, there’s so much more to see
I grew up an adult to commit a crime,
Forgot to smell the roses ,with the passage of time
Each moment, oh no!! demands so much of me,
A career, my family ,my life…I became a busy bee.
Realization struck one day, time waits for none,
Decided to once again revel in the glow of the sun,
Soaking in the pleasure & beauty of nature galore,
Enjoying every breath & seeking more.
Time is very precious & so the wise say,
For you never know if you are here another day.
A small town girl
September 7th, 2008
Feb 22 2008
As I look in the mirror,What do I see???
The lil town girl still lives on in me…
Starry eyed & Over awed by all that is around,
Life n Strife happens but hopes still not drowned.
I wake up each day , fresh & bright eyed,
No matter what life offers, The will to smile still hasn’t died.
I hold my head high, Each day a new prayer,
Hoping for a new sunshine, would today be my saviour?
No matter what,I thank the lil town girl in me,
For she gives me hope & just lets me be.
