My pain I cant let it take over
For Live I must a few years more
Look around see what I have with me
Accept things are just meant to be.
Gratitude for all that there is
And for every moment that was.
Each blow a lesson to learn
Not for me to hurt and groan.
But tears still smart my eyes
When I think of all the lies
Did I deserve this in my life
This many months of strife?
Lets see what life has in store
What comes my way , what more.
Till then I am puppet in fate’s hands
Watching it take me to different lands.
Untitled..
August 6th, 2009
Broken hearted…
April 28th, 2009
A relationship of many years
So tangled up like many ropes
Winding up in so many tears
And dashing down so many hopes.
Thought I knew and understood you
And where you came from
Then the fibs began ,first a few
Till they grew and became some.
Making me question myself
What I saw and believed in.
Questioning what I really felt
Is this how Human natures always been?
I just hope you see where you drift
Or what draws you away from you
Is it in your thinking a sudden shift
Wont you atleast give me a cue?
A tangled web of Lies.
April 14th, 2009
Looking into your lying eye
I ask “Is it time that you buy?”
A lie of all lifetime,a lifetime of lies
Damages done to so many lives.
A little lie begins the trend
Once you begin it never really ends
But truth prevails so they say
For they always seem to find a way.
Once let down the trust never there
Till the ones you love stop their care
For they no longer believe in you
Even if the lies you say are by far few.
How do you look in your own eye?
For your life itself becomes a big lie.
Fooling others with a lie may come easy
But lying to yourself is plain crazy.
So go on get a mirror and take a look
If you really want to get off the hook.
For the truth is never far behind the lie
It will catch up no matter how hard you try.
