A tear drop rolled down my eye
A breath that ended on a sigh
A pain that clipped my wings
A heart that just refused to sing
Clouds that made my day so bleak
A peace that I so desperately seek.
Toss and turn I do in my sleep
The desolation in my life creeps
Each step becoming a real fight
My reflection a real bleak sight.
Dreams meant to crumble n shatter
My thoughts ,they no longer matter.
Would I ever find that guiding light
Before I totally give up the fight?
The arms that would keep me warm
One that could protect me from harm…
In Gods arm at last I seem to find
That light that keeps me from going blind.
In my mind…
June 24th, 2010
A teardrop
March 22nd, 2009
A falling star in the dark blue skies
Brings forth what deep within me lies
A wish for a different life,one thats new
Where burdens and tears are just a few.
I shut my eyes and just for a moment
My life flashing to put me to torment.
But look around I still am blessed
Yet why do I sometimes get so harassed.
Searching for that one missing link
That empty feeling making my heart sink
Wish I could just share it with you
Only You could help me see it through
I look all around am all alone
No one to hear me cry or moan.
Yet my a tiny part of me rejoices
For I still have made the right choices
Of giving you my heart for safe keeping
I know you will keep it from breaking.
A voice says tomorrow all will be fine
As a new sun rises in the sky n shines
To that hope I just hold and cling on
To live a life to which I was born .
Hope
September 12th, 2008
HOPE
Mar 3 2008
To the strains of music from a guitar,
My mind wanders on a journey afar.
The flights of fantasy builds some dreams,
A dream so big, a reality it seems.
White clouds, bright skies, laughter & happiness,
No room for tears, hatred, hurt or sadness.
Would there ever be a world as in my dream??
‘Must be joking’ said my mind in a scream.
As long as there lives a devil called human weakness,
You have no choice but to dwell in madness.
If envy, greed, insecurity, jealousy do stand apart,
Anger, fear, depression, all things negative depart…
Your dreams, may come alive & true,
Making your flights of fantasy a reality new.
For dreams , they know no limitations ,no boundaries,
No weaknesses or for that matter, no juries
But for now, wake up to the beat of the rain,
Listen to the music, the guitar strain
For in them flickers a light that helps carry on,
Some call it hope, some say dream on….
My broken Heart
September 10th, 2008
My broken Heart.
Feb 29 2008
It only seems like yesterday , you pledged unending love to me
Out of the blue , I get a call saying it wasn’t meant to be?
Whatever happened to all those memories we built together?
Did they mean anything to you, because they made my heart flutter.
My heart, it broke into a thousand shards after your call,
My world looks so bleak, I foresee my down fall.
Those hopes I had woven so many dreams around,
I see them come all at once, crashing to the ground
Your harsh words from which I may never recover,
Makes me wonder, how can I live, would I ever?
Even if I pick up my broken heart & try n put it together with glue
My broken dreams & my shattered heart still seem so true.
Won’t you turn & look at me atleast once?
Maybe I would see something for me in that one glance.
I still wait for that call from you each & every day,
My life balancing on that tiny string of hope, that today you may.
Though I hurt & still cry, I discover, Life still goes on ,
My heart, though the cracks appear, beats & lives on…
You have given me a gift so precious, it could be gold,
To love wholeheartedly ,so a story could be told……
A small town girl
September 7th, 2008
Feb 22 2008
As I look in the mirror,What do I see???
The lil town girl still lives on in me…
Starry eyed & Over awed by all that is around,
Life n Strife happens but hopes still not drowned.
I wake up each day , fresh & bright eyed,
No matter what life offers, The will to smile still hasn’t died.
I hold my head high, Each day a new prayer,
Hoping for a new sunshine, would today be my saviour?
No matter what,I thank the lil town girl in me,
For she gives me hope & just lets me be.
