Darkness closing on & isolating me
When the night falls leaving me alone
That is when I sit and really begin to see
What I hold on to & those that are gone.
Grieving and mourning ,shedding tears
The night’s silence covers me like a shroud
Negative thoughts giving rise to fears
My sunlight completely covered by a cloud.
Sometimes the glimmering stars giving hope
Shining in the dark and helping lead the way
Making me wonder if there is any tiny scope
For me to save my life from going astray.
The sadness seems to overwhelm so strong
A feeling of completely being helpless
Robbing me of smiles & my heart’s joyful song
Making me aware of all my weakness.
Help !!! Help me find my footing once again
I ask of you my Lord give me strength I seek
I need to get back to my world that was sane
Far away from darkness that makes me so weak.
In the dark…
July 14th, 2009
DARK MOMENTS
September 16th, 2008
DARK MOMENTS
Apr 03 2008
A dark unease settles around me
Blinding me, I cannot see
Darkness around me surrounds
The yells, screams ,oh they hound!
The pain, my head splits in two
Feelings dead for i feel a few
A slow painful transition I see
The past few years have drained me
I tried my best, real hard to please
My life yet to see a new lease.
Future looks bleak full of gloom
No fresh flowers just withered bloom.
Strife, struggles, tears & fights
I see no end, there is no light
Exhausted I ask God ‘do you see ?’
I plead please take care of me
I seem to be hanging on to a thin rope
Life, even a single day shows no hope.
Wont you God hold me safe in your hands
Take me with you to faraway lands?
For Lord ,the peace I seek seems far away
My endurance screams ‘NO not another day !!!”
