A gentle breeze caressing my cheeks,
The ray of sunshine warming my face
Peace I sought for so many a week
As I battled through my life’s race.
A small voice whispered in my ears
Reminding me am never ever alone
Asking me to face all my many fears
Forget all my hurts and never moan.
HE says he will soothe my hurt soul
Help me learn to live and smile again
He will make my heart healthy n whole
Promises to take away all my relentless pain.
Dare I again believe n trust in someone
Vulnerably do I expose my heart to hurt?
But For now my heart is content alone
As no more pain it wants to court.
A haze
February 18th, 2010
Alone
February 2nd, 2010
Memories as they crest and fall,
As the darkness of the night calls,
A breeze touching her face so light,
Draining her completely of her fight.
A misery that overwhelms her being
As if for the first time one is seeing
A person standing so aloof and alone
Within her so battered and so torn.
As alone as she , a lone tear rolls
A cry from the very depth of her soul…
Heart so hurt its now turned cold
Icy fingers now clutch it in its hold
Dare you hold her unsteady hand
Help her up and make her stand
Give her the warmth she so craves
Before she makes her home in her grave.
In the dark…
July 14th, 2009
Darkness closing on & isolating me
When the night falls leaving me alone
That is when I sit and really begin to see
What I hold on to & those that are gone.
Grieving and mourning ,shedding tears
The night’s silence covers me like a shroud
Negative thoughts giving rise to fears
My sunlight completely covered by a cloud.
Sometimes the glimmering stars giving hope
Shining in the dark and helping lead the way
Making me wonder if there is any tiny scope
For me to save my life from going astray.
The sadness seems to overwhelm so strong
A feeling of completely being helpless
Robbing me of smiles & my heart’s joyful song
Making me aware of all my weakness.
Help !!! Help me find my footing once again
I ask of you my Lord give me strength I seek
I need to get back to my world that was sane
Far away from darkness that makes me so weak.
Just a Thought
April 8th, 2009
Sitting alone in my room
My mind reeling with thoughts
I feel a sense of gloom
A feeling of such utter loss.
My feelings within me I fight
As love for you just emerges
No sense of calm in sight
Just bubbling out ,it surges.
There is no happy ending
Within me I just know
But the love is just growing
As I try hard not to show
I lose the battle in me
Giving in to what I feel
My feelings just failing to see
That this hurt would never heal
Living for the moment
Accepting all that comes my way
As something thats God sent
For there may not be another day.
I still will feel the way I do
No matter what the end
Till my last breath loving you
Inspite of life’s every bend.
