Poetic Words

I dreamt I would fly so high
Reach the zenith of the sky
But could never touch the peak
It was a little beyond what I seek.

The more I began to stand tall
The harder seemed my every fall…
Broken n bruised more each time
Making my dreams seem a crime.

Clipped they were ,my wings of trust
To fly high ,heal well , they must….
Broken as they were ,my winged dreams
Re-surges stronger or so it seems….

Isn’t it hope that takes you along
Making you sing every life’s song ???
Dare I try to fly again so high
Make my dreams touch the sky ?

A silent breeze touches my face
At last I see myself out of the race
For I feel no more out of place
Protected by all of Gods Grace.
The quietness around beckons me
For there is a lot to feel n see
To let myself stay n let me be
From my minds tangles set free.
Across the earth silken ropes slant
The cleansing that’s heaven sent
Rains poured as if it was meant
To clean me ,who was totally spent.
On me as the rains lashed down
Wiping away from my face the frown
Refusing to let me go and drown
Or mope and cry in Sadness town.
The clouds in my mind clears
As I join my friends my peers
As the rain washes away my tears
For I have no more demons or fears.

A prayer …Unanswered
A dream turned nightmare
A broken heart in shreds
A lone tear drying up
A lonely soul crying out
A vicitim of maliciousness
A foolish heart that trusted
A label stuck by hatred
A shattered belief in another
A story repeats itself again.
A moment that went by..
A moment that was.
A memory to forget
And a life that has to live.

Like a shadow in my soul
You cast your spell on me…
Then one day turned around
Said its never meant to be….
I try not to weep
So you dont see me cry..
But tears keep rolling
Easily from my eye…
I seek refuge in silence
The loneliness shrouding me…
Nothing anymore making sense
My mind just refusing to see…
I ask God to give me peace
To give me a sense of belonging …
To help me cope with lifes race
To help me to again smile and sing.

Each night as I cry myself to sleep
My heart says the climb is so steep.
Every tear that rolls speaks of love
Something thats blessed from above.
For however hard I try to forget
Fate and destiny just doesnt rest
My memories surfacing every night
So I give in without much fight
Memories that struggle within me
Surfacing time to time  for me to see
How close to my heart I held you
A place  allowed to a select few.
Opening my eyes to a ray of hope
I felt my life has so much of scope
I refuse  to give up on Dreams of you
Churning more of them , every day a few.

This poem was written after the picture on the background was sent to me by a friend . So the pic is courtesy- my friend M.V Pratheek .

The raindrop sliding down the leaf
The tree shedding a tear of grief
The grey clouds as they loom around
The thunder growling  to  resound
The rain as it slants across the soil
Ropes of silver ,twisted in a coil
Encompassed  all this in my gaze
Nature never failing to amaze
Her beauty so far beyond compare
Shared so generously without a care.
A thought that really warms my heart
Of this wonderful nature to be a part.

If I were to live just a day
I surely would find a way
To reach and spend it with you
Before I left for an abode so new.
Maybe we could  be together
For  just a day if not forever
But make it a real beautiful one
One to remember when am gone.
A fantasy that I live each day
One that fulfills me in everyway
For wishing  forever  seems futile
So just a day with you n all smiles
To make my deepest wishes come true
For what I ask of God is  very few
So one day of  your life  just with me
To know what ecstasy could just be.

I wish my mind was a blank paper

One on which I could paint afresh

I would fill it up with so much color

That would reflect happiness at a stretch

Smiles and laughter, light hearted fun

No room for gloomy thoughts or tears

Just happy memories and a brilliant sun

Chasing away every blue, strife and fears.

Thoughts weaving in and out ,up and down

To create a beautiful masterpiece of art

Creating smiles and grins , replacing the frown

With laughter that touches someones heart.

A mind made of such pure thoughts

With no fear or negativity thats around

Where no sadness or fear festers and rots

Just a happy bliss that it surrounds.

An amazing & delightful riot of colors

That is what I would want my mind to be

One that reflects the beauty of flowers

A mind that would be proud to reflect me.