Poetic Words

Unheeded  my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even [...]

Darkness closing on & isolating me
When the night falls leaving me alone
That is when I sit and really begin to see
What I hold on to & those that are gone.
Grieving and  mourning ,shedding tears
The night’s silence covers me like a shroud
Negative thoughts giving rise to fears
My sunlight completely covered by a cloud.
Sometimes the glimmering stars [...]

‘A rain drop like tear falls unnoticed
It speaks of a story completely untold
The eyes having a look so so ravaged
Speaking of a hurt deep beyond ones hold.
Sleep as it evades and runs from me
Speak of  a turmoil so well within
My sad eyes a story for all to see
Draining them of  their lustrous sheen.
Will these [...]

The sun as it sets in the horizon
I contemplate the change of seasons
Where do I go ahead now from here
Leaving the ones who are close and dear
Heartless I am as I gave my heart to you
Counted you far above the special few
Made a big place for you in my life
A life that was so [...]

Do you see the someone that I see
Rearing the green eyed head at me?
A squeezing hand clutching my heart
Just as my eyes begin to burn and smart.
A new distraction coming your way
One that I feel for a while is there to stay.
I struggle with my feelings within
Thoughts sending my mind on a spin [...]

A relationship of many years
So tangled up like many ropes
Winding up in so many tears
And dashing down so many hopes.
Thought I knew and understood you
And where you came from
Then the fibs began ,first a few
Till they grew and became some.
Making me question myself
What I saw and believed in.
Questioning what I really felt
Is this [...]

I thought we were friends
But you became a stranger
A relationship that never ends
You risked it for life’s wager
The subtle ways you moved
Killed my spirits day by day
Till you had me all removed
Clearly out of your way.
An explanation or a word
I was denied of even that respect
Through your silence though I heard
What from [...]

It surely is not my best day
My thoughts wandering away
I seem to be drifting along
No too sure where I belong.

A spectator so I seem
Life looking like a dream
It spins around me so fast
Today soon becoming the past.

Who am I & where do I head ?
Why within me do I feel so dead?
Who cares [...]

DARK MOMENTS
Apr 03 2008

A dark unease settles around me
Blinding me, I cannot see
Darkness around me surrounds
The yells, screams ,oh they hound!
The pain, my head splits in two
Feelings dead for i feel a few
A slow painful transition I see
The past few years have drained me
I [...]

Despair…
O5 Mar 2008

The loud voices, they scream & yell at me ,
I close my eyes in despair, why don’t they let me be.
The anger, the hatred, the violence that reflects in your eyes
They condemn , accuse & tear me apart with all those lies.
I look at my image & [...]