17

February

I wish my loved one..

A love that will keep you warm when you are cold,
One that will hold your hand when you are old.
A love that gives you fond memories than those told.
Ones that you can cherish n to your heart hold.
A love that helps you and guides your way through
One that is  found by only a lucky few.
A [...]

8

November

Solace…

A heart that once was
Is now in but a clench of pain
By your hurful actions n words
What did you really gain?
Bleeding and  hurting
I was left to wither and die
Is it any wonder from the world
And You  I now just shy.
Each accusation and each lie
Cutting through me like a knife
Causing so much of hurt
And so much [...]

9

September

Life goes on…BUT…

The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I  live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just [...]

2

September

From tears to dust..

Unheeded  my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even [...]

25

August

Words unspoken

Each word you want to hear
I say it without a sound
Every word that I so fear
In silence  not to be found.
My tears are the words I speak
The silence saying whats within
Pain as it rises and peaks
Sending sanity on a crazy spin.
Damage they did, the words spoken
Relationships they turned to dust
All bindings that were broken’
As your [...]

19

August

A lost belief.

A stray thought in my mind
A feeling of warmth that i find
So rare in the days today
I am glad it  made its way
To become a smile on my lip
Taking me down a memory’s trip.
Those days of love and happiness
My face saw no trace of sadness
For you put that smile on my face
Those days went by [...]

27

July

A thought..a feeling..

Yet again today a thought of you
Takes over all that works on my mind
Though the time I get with you are few
You are with me all the time ,that I find.
What kind of a disease plagues me
I sometimes sit , think and wonder.
Why do I wait each day to look and see,
For you to [...]

1

May

Change of seasons

The sun as it sets in the horizon
I contemplate the change of seasons
Where do I go ahead now from here
Leaving the ones who are close and dear
Heartless I am as I gave my heart to you
Counted you far above the special few
Made a big place for you in my life
A life that was so [...]

28

April

Broken hearted…

A relationship of many years
So tangled up like many ropes
Winding up in so many tears
And dashing down so many hopes.
Thought I knew and understood you
And where you came from
Then the fibs began ,first a few
Till they grew and became some.
Making me question myself
What I saw and believed in.
Questioning what I really felt
Is this [...]

14

April

Strained………

I thought we were friends
But you became a stranger
A relationship that never ends
You risked it for life’s wager
The subtle ways you moved
Killed my spirits day by day
Till you had me all removed
Clearly out of your way.
An explanation or a word
I was denied of even that respect
Through your silence though I heard
What from [...]