Poetic Words

To begin with  Here I am, this is me,
The one trying to break from shackles free…
To fly far away in the  blue summer skies
Far away from tears ,pain, sorrows and lies.
The  knots tying me down to this wordly place
Making it impossible for me to join the race.
I long to soar and the join the truimphant [...]

A heart that once was
Is now in but a clench of pain
By your hurful actions n words
What did you really gain?
Bleeding and  hurting
I was left to wither and die
Is it any wonder from the world
And You  I now just shy.
Each accusation and each lie
Cutting through me like a knife
Causing so much of hurt
And so much [...]

What do I from my life seek ??
My mind at its questioning peak..
Every moment asking me why?
From all thats around me I shy.
Where do I seek to go from here?
More questions as my grave I near
Will my soul transform and live on?
My body die to give my soul a new dawn?
Peace that my soul [...]

Each word you want to hear
I say it without a sound
Every word that I so fear
In silence  not to be found.
My tears are the words I speak
The silence saying whats within
Pain as it rises and peaks
Sending sanity on a crazy spin.
Damage they did, the words spoken
Relationships they turned to dust
All bindings that were broken’
As your [...]

A whisper of thoughts
Struggling in my mind
A fight of haves and nots
Each trying hard to find
A foothold to make it
And see who finally wins
A light bulb to be lit
The one that speaks of sins.
A tussle they seem to have fought
Each one claiming its right
Positivity and negative thoughts
As they battle and fight.
A see saw [...]

‘A rain drop like tear falls unnoticed
It speaks of a story completely untold
The eyes having a look so so ravaged
Speaking of a hurt deep beyond ones hold.
Sleep as it evades and runs from me
Speak of  a turmoil so well within
My sad eyes a story for all to see
Draining them of  their lustrous sheen.
Will these [...]

I sink into a silent retreat
Looking for a place to hide
I watch my tired running feet
As life becomes one tough ride.
The silence it coldly greets me
Welcoming me with an open arm
Making me see things I should see
Hoping to keep me away from harm.
Silence offers a cold , frozen comfort
Chilling me to my very bone
Shielding [...]

In the horizon at a distance I see a glowing star
I tried to reach for it but it kept moving far…
A useless chase that followed brought me no joy
For the star that seemed so near played me for a toy.
It would taunt and come closer making me believe
I could touch it someday if I [...]

As my drifting thoughts flow free
I discover a peace so deep within me
The turbulence of thoughts quietening
In me giving rise to an awakening.
I take my life in my own hands
Making my decisions taking my stands
For thats all I have control over
And thats how it will be forever.
So here I am in the here and [...]

Do you see the someone that I see
Rearing the green eyed head at me?
A squeezing hand clutching my heart
Just as my eyes begin to burn and smart.
A new distraction coming your way
One that I feel for a while is there to stay.
I struggle with my feelings within
Thoughts sending my mind on a spin [...]