A gentle breeze caressing my cheeks,
The ray of sunshine warming my face
Peace I sought for so many a week
As I battled through my life’s race.
A small voice whispered in my ears
Reminding me am never ever alone
Asking me to face all my many fears
Forget all my hurts and never moan.
HE says he will soothe my hurt soul
Help me learn to live and smile again
He will make my heart healthy n whole
Promises to take away all my relentless pain.
Dare I again believe n trust in someone
Vulnerably do I expose my heart to hurt?
But For now my heart is content alone
As no more pain it wants to court.
Archive for the ‘Love’ Category
A haze
February 18th, 2010
I wish my loved one..
February 17th, 2010
A love that will keep you warm when you are cold,
One that will hold your hand when you are old.
A love that gives you fond memories than those told.
Ones that you can cherish n to your heart hold.
A love that helps you and guides your way through
One that is found by only a lucky few.
A love that helps build your life anew
Totally filled with colours of a rainbow hue.
I wish you all this and then some more
From the very deepest part , my hearts core
Blessings from the one above each n every day
Hope he blesses you in every lil way.
Tears ..No more
January 5th, 2010
My lips widen in a broad smile
The smile refuses to reach the eye
But the eyes remain still dry
For I refuse to cry.
A fear freezes my heart cold
But the face reflects a look so bold
But my eyes still remain dry
For I now refuse to cry.
Anger that is seen in my gaze
A fire that sets my heart ablaze
But my eyes still are dry
For i just don’t want to cry.
A hope that is truly finally dead
No trust for hearts completely bled
My eyes still remain dry
For they just don’t wanna cry
A love that blazes within
May never yet shine again
For my eyes have gone so dry
I will never ever again cry
A fresh new start…
December 29th, 2009
A hollow feeling haunts me
Why so much do I miss thee….
My heart as it bleeds a tear
May never see you again I fear.
My smiles and laughter all abound
Torn apart by my tears not to be found
Hope and trust shattered and strewn
As in a gloomy sadness I just drown.
I need a new start a new beginning
A sense of happiness ,a new feeling
Away from this shattered ruins around
A new Me that has to be found.
So God would you help me just seek
A me that is far from sad and meek
One who smiles even through sadness
Who accepts hurts with much more gladness.
I need to develop a stronger me
One that’s invincible so to see
A woman not so weak n fragile
One who has to travel many a mile.
My nights
September 7th, 2009
Laying in bed to sleep at night
Hoping you would come to me soon
I turn & hold my pillow tight
And gaze unblinking at the moon.
Though the day does not seem near
I toss and turn dreaming of you
From my eyes there rolls a tear
As if on a perfect God given cue.
I miss you so much my love
The pain a dull throb in my heart
I keep thinking of you n how
It was with us in the start.
Will my dreams come true
The ones that keep me awake
Where its just me and you
I hope it does for my hearts sake.
A thought..a feeling..
July 27th, 2009
Yet again today a thought of you
Takes over all that works on my mind
Though the time I get with you are few
You are with me all the time ,that I find.
What kind of a disease plagues me
I sometimes sit , think and wonder.
Why do I wait each day to look and see,
For you to come back n steal my thunder?
I will carry this feeling in me till I die
For thats something I know for sure
I wont anymore question or ask why
Or ask of you to give me anything more.
Tired and drained , so my eyes seem
Waiting to just catch a glimpse of you
Each day I wait for that tiny sunbeam
That gives me a memory to hold on to.
Hurt n Luv
July 23rd, 2009
I saw you from a little afar
As they crowded around you
My angel my glowing star
Your charm worn by very few.
My heart beat a rapid staccato
It fluttered as I looked at you
My feelings on my face as they show
A love with time that only grew.
Along came hurt with the love
That made my heart bleed each day
The ache still fresh till now
I wish it would just go away.
Yearning…
July 19th, 2009
Why does this longing never leave me,
Staying up most nights wanting you.
Waking up to an emptiness when I see
You are not around , making me feel blue.
The warmth of your breath on my face
The weight of your arms holding me
Your whispers making my heart race
These thoughts never letting me be.
Memories of each precious stolen moment
Bring such a warmth to my cold heart
Thoughts of you to my peace a torment
It has always been this way from the start.
A special place in my heart you hold
My reason for living …that you are
Slowly our story will now unfold
Its just a begining ,a start by afar.
You..
July 1st, 2009
You brought smiles on my face
Then you took my laughter away
You taught me to face life’s race
Then you made my world sway.
I placed my whole trust in you
You made me feel like a treasure
Those moments were though a few
For you stolen moments of pleasure.
You played me like a guitar
I sang melodies like a bird
You looked a glittering star
And I one among the herd.
Seems You then just had your fill
Or to me it so seemed to look
Alone You left me to scale the hill
Leaving you completely off the hook.
May you find the peace you seek
Though it may just not be with me
May you scale the highest peaks
Maybe thats how its meant to be.
Change of seasons
May 1st, 2009
The sun as it sets in the horizon
I contemplate the change of seasons
Where do I go ahead now from here
Leaving the ones who are close and dear
Heartless I am as I gave my heart to you
Counted you far above the special few
Made a big place for you in my life
A life that was so messed up with strife
A few months of joy, a hope to hold on
Before I knew it you were just gone
Dont know what tomorrow will hold
But for me there is a story untold
For precious seconds spent with you
Gave me a lease of life all so new.
I hold you close to my heart & oh so dear
With you in my life I faced all my fears.
Today I feel a little bit lost and alone
But I guess I am not expected to moan
If only you would continue to hold on
I would have the strength to carry on
I leave it all to the power thats above
Its all up in his protective hands now
