18

February

A haze

A gentle breeze caressing my cheeks,
The ray of sunshine warming my face
Peace I sought for so many a week
As I battled through my life’s race.
A small voice whispered in my ears
Reminding me am never ever alone
Asking me to face all my many fears
Forget all my hurts and never moan.
HE says he will soothe my [...]

2

February

Alone

Memories as they crest and fall,
As the darkness of the night calls,
A breeze touching her face so light,
Draining her completely of her fight.
A misery that overwhelms her being
As if for the first time one is seeing
A person standing so aloof and alone
Within her so battered and so torn.
As alone as she , a lone [...]

5

January

Tears ..No more

My lips widen in a broad smile
The smile refuses to reach the eye
But the eyes remain still dry
For I refuse to cry.
A fear freezes my heart cold
But the face reflects a look so bold
But my eyes still remain dry
For I now refuse to cry.
Anger that is seen in my gaze
A fire that sets my heart [...]

29

December

A fresh new start…

A hollow feeling haunts me
Why so much do I miss thee….
My heart as it bleeds a tear
May never see you again I fear.
My smiles and laughter all abound
Torn apart by my tears not to be  found
Hope and trust shattered and strewn
As in a gloomy sadness I just drown.
I need a new start a  new beginning
A [...]

16

December

Shackles

To begin with  Here I am, this is me,
The one trying to break from shackles free…
To fly far away in the  blue summer skies
Far away from tears ,pain, sorrows and lies.
The  knots tying me down to this wordly place
Making it impossible for me to join the race.
I long to soar and the join the truimphant [...]

8

November

Solace…

A heart that once was
Is now in but a clench of pain
By your hurful actions n words
What did you really gain?
Bleeding and  hurting
I was left to wither and die
Is it any wonder from the world
And You  I now just shy.
Each accusation and each lie
Cutting through me like a knife
Causing so much of hurt
And so much [...]

3

November

Questions ….

What do I from my life seek ??
My mind at its questioning peak..
Every moment asking me why?
From all thats around me I shy.
Where do I seek to go from here?
More questions as my grave I near
Will my soul transform and live on?
My body die to give my soul a new dawn?
Peace that my soul [...]

15

October

My reality ..

I walk along the road
Dragging my lonely feet
My thoughts too huge a load
Their weight a heavy beat.
Weary to the bone I see
Not a person to help me by
Sadness bearing down on me
Wish I could just go and fly.
Away from this cruel world
To a place that has no worry
Where Love has no hold
Nothing that makes me [...]

9

September

Life goes on…BUT…

The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I  live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just [...]

2

September

From tears to dust..

Unheeded  my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even [...]