Poetic Words

A sad song beats a rhythm
As tears roll down my eye
My mind grapples to try n fathom
Why my heart does so soulfully cry
Starlit brightness my eyes once shone
To a future tinkling with laughter
Till hopes and thoughts destroyed and torn
My enthusiasm & spirits all in slaughter
An empty void filling my mind
No thoughts lingering enough to make [...]

I walk along the road
Dragging my lonely feet
My thoughts too huge a load
Their weight a heavy beat.
Weary to the bone I see
Not a person to help me by
Sadness bearing down on me
Wish I could just go and fly.
Away from this cruel world
To a place that has no worry
Where Love has no hold
Nothing that makes me [...]

Unheeded  my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even [...]

A stray thought in my mind
A feeling of warmth that i find
So rare in the days today
I am glad it  made its way
To become a smile on my lip
Taking me down a memory’s trip.
Those days of love and happiness
My face saw no trace of sadness
For you put that smile on my face
Those days went by [...]

A relationship of many years
So tangled up like many ropes
Winding up in so many tears
And dashing down so many hopes.
Thought I knew and understood you
And where you came from
Then the fibs began ,first a few
Till they grew and became some.
Making me question myself
What I saw and believed in.
Questioning what I really felt
Is this [...]

We started off as friends
Then I sensed a change
Each time we held hands
My heart raced beyond range.
What changed along the way
I quite cant figure out
Emotions riding on a sway
They seem to obviously shout.
At the sound of your name
My heart beats like thunder,
Do you feel the same
Often I sit and wonder.
Never have [...]

Inexplicable Bond
29 May 2008

A spurt of feelings

Invade my heart

Ones I never realized

Existed from the start

Your voice as it rang

In my ears so clear

Skipping a heartbeat

Creating a fear

The easy friendship

I had with you

A trust so rare

Hardly found in few.

I value these so much

Precious they are to me

Would these new feelings

Just let them be?

For I would not [...]