A sad song beats a rhythm
As tears roll down my eye
My mind grapples to try n fathom
Why my heart does so soulfully cry
Starlit brightness my eyes once shone
To a future tinkling with laughter
Till hopes and thoughts destroyed and torn
My enthusiasm & spirits all in slaughter
An empty void filling my mind
No thoughts lingering enough to make sense
No conversation to make I find
My thoughts leading to make me seem dense.
Snap out of this limbo try as I might
Each day trying it with a new way
But I feel it drain out, the whole fight
As I wait for some new music to play.
Archive for the ‘Friendship’ Category
Lost.
November 28th, 2009
From tears to dust..
September 2nd, 2009
Unheeded my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even to stand.
Where do I go from here?
But walk in this dark I must,
So many things to worry and fear
Till one day I turn to dust ….
A lost belief.
August 19th, 2009
A stray thought in my mind
A feeling of warmth that i find
So rare in the days today
I am glad it made its way
To become a smile on my lip
Taking me down a memory’s trip.
Those days of love and happiness
My face saw no trace of sadness
For you put that smile on my face
Those days went by so fast paced
Laughter that we shared I relive
Together when all we did was give
Then I guess was time for my fall
For I did from where I stood tall
My belief in another all strewn around
Lost forever never to be again found.
Broken hearted…
April 28th, 2009
A relationship of many years
So tangled up like many ropes
Winding up in so many tears
And dashing down so many hopes.
Thought I knew and understood you
And where you came from
Then the fibs began ,first a few
Till they grew and became some.
Making me question myself
What I saw and believed in.
Questioning what I really felt
Is this how Human natures always been?
I just hope you see where you drift
Or what draws you away from you
Is it in your thinking a sudden shift
Wont you atleast give me a cue?
Essence of love
February 22nd, 2009
We started off as friends
Then I sensed a change
Each time we held hands
My heart raced beyond range.
What changed along the way
I quite cant figure out
Emotions riding on a sway
They seem to obviously shout.
At the sound of your name
My heart beats like thunder,
Do you feel the same
Often I sit and wonder.
Never have I in my life felt
A bliss, a peace so divine
Your voice making my heart melt
Making my eyes glitter and shine.
As if a spell is cast on me
I feel so different and so new
A world so different I see
Suddenly sad moments are few.
My heart seems so full
Brimming with feelings new
Never see a moment thats dull
And all this I owe to you.
Like the breath of fresh air
Breathing happiness into me
You showed me all the care
I thought I would never see.
In my life I count your presence
A blessing from heavens above
Making me aware in some sense
How it feels to be in love.
I Love You
January 10th, 2009
<span style="font-size: 14pt; font-family: "Monotype Corsiva";" To many the words I Love you come easily and most people use it frivolously. To me hmm it means a lot more than just 3 words. This poem is written for all those I care about. Some have heard the words, some have just seen it without me saying the words I just want to tell all these special people I have been blessed with , that they are truly special and Yes they mean the world to me. God bless each one of them .
I Love You
These 3 little words dont seem enough
For all that feelings I
Feel within
They just seem inadequate to sum up
What you have truly
Come to mean
These 3 little words are not enough
For someone whose smiles
Just brighten up my day
They just seem inadequate to sum up
All you have done for me
taking me a long way
These 3 little words are just not enough
For the one who celebrates
When things go my way
They just seem inadequate to sum up
All the times you held me
When my world just swayed
But even though “I Love you”
Cannot express the depth of
My feelings for you
I hope you look within my heart
And see what you
Mean to me.
Because loving you comes natural
And means the world to me
As Its just meant to be.
Inexplicable bond
September 20th, 2008
Inexplicable Bond
29 May 2008
A spurt of feelings
Invade my heart
Ones I never realized
Existed from the start
Your voice as it rang
In my ears so clear
Skipping a heartbeat
Creating a fear
The easy friendship
I had with you
A trust so rare
Hardly found in few.
I value these so much
Precious they are to me
Would these new feelings
Just let them be?
For I would not want to
Mess all that we share
A friendship so beautiful
A bond definitely rare
Every day in little ways
I still feel feelings new
Where do we head from here
If only I really knew!!
