A gentle breeze caressing my cheeks,
The ray of sunshine warming my face
Peace I sought for so many a week
As I battled through my life’s race.
A small voice whispered in my ears
Reminding me am never ever alone
Asking me to face all my many fears
Forget all my hurts and never moan.
HE says he will soothe my hurt soul
Help me learn to live and smile again
He will make my heart healthy n whole
Promises to take away all my relentless pain.
Dare I again believe n trust in someone
Vulnerably do I expose my heart to hurt?
But For now my heart is content alone
As no more pain it wants to court.
Archive for the ‘Broken hearted’ Category
A haze
February 18th, 2010
Alone
February 2nd, 2010
Memories as they crest and fall,
As the darkness of the night calls,
A breeze touching her face so light,
Draining her completely of her fight.
A misery that overwhelms her being
As if for the first time one is seeing
A person standing so aloof and alone
Within her so battered and so torn.
As alone as she , a lone tear rolls
A cry from the very depth of her soul…
Heart so hurt its now turned cold
Icy fingers now clutch it in its hold
Dare you hold her unsteady hand
Help her up and make her stand
Give her the warmth she so craves
Before she makes her home in her grave.
Tears ..No more
January 5th, 2010
My lips widen in a broad smile
The smile refuses to reach the eye
But the eyes remain still dry
For I refuse to cry.
A fear freezes my heart cold
But the face reflects a look so bold
But my eyes still remain dry
For I now refuse to cry.
Anger that is seen in my gaze
A fire that sets my heart ablaze
But my eyes still are dry
For i just don’t want to cry.
A hope that is truly finally dead
No trust for hearts completely bled
My eyes still remain dry
For they just don’t wanna cry
A love that blazes within
May never yet shine again
For my eyes have gone so dry
I will never ever again cry
A fresh new start…
December 29th, 2009
A hollow feeling haunts me
Why so much do I miss thee….
My heart as it bleeds a tear
May never see you again I fear.
My smiles and laughter all abound
Torn apart by my tears not to be found
Hope and trust shattered and strewn
As in a gloomy sadness I just drown.
I need a new start a new beginning
A sense of happiness ,a new feeling
Away from this shattered ruins around
A new Me that has to be found.
So God would you help me just seek
A me that is far from sad and meek
One who smiles even through sadness
Who accepts hurts with much more gladness.
I need to develop a stronger me
One that’s invincible so to see
A woman not so weak n fragile
One who has to travel many a mile.
Life goes on…BUT…
September 9th, 2009
The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just broken by my sighs.
Dreams I still see …
…but with sadness they linger
For they remind me…
…that for you I still hunger.
Show you ,I may not…
… and what you may not know,
Missing you, that I do…
…like an ache that just wont go.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
From tears to dust..
September 2nd, 2009
Unheeded my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even to stand.
Where do I go from here?
But walk in this dark I must,
So many things to worry and fear
Till one day I turn to dust ….
A lost belief.
August 19th, 2009
A stray thought in my mind
A feeling of warmth that i find
So rare in the days today
I am glad it made its way
To become a smile on my lip
Taking me down a memory’s trip.
Those days of love and happiness
My face saw no trace of sadness
For you put that smile on my face
Those days went by so fast paced
Laughter that we shared I relive
Together when all we did was give
Then I guess was time for my fall
For I did from where I stood tall
My belief in another all strewn around
Lost forever never to be again found.
In the dark…
July 14th, 2009
Darkness closing on & isolating me
When the night falls leaving me alone
That is when I sit and really begin to see
What I hold on to & those that are gone.
Grieving and mourning ,shedding tears
The night’s silence covers me like a shroud
Negative thoughts giving rise to fears
My sunlight completely covered by a cloud.
Sometimes the glimmering stars giving hope
Shining in the dark and helping lead the way
Making me wonder if there is any tiny scope
For me to save my life from going astray.
The sadness seems to overwhelm so strong
A feeling of completely being helpless
Robbing me of smiles & my heart’s joyful song
Making me aware of all my weakness.
Help !!! Help me find my footing once again
I ask of you my Lord give me strength I seek
I need to get back to my world that was sane
Far away from darkness that makes me so weak.
You..
July 1st, 2009
You brought smiles on my face
Then you took my laughter away
You taught me to face life’s race
Then you made my world sway.
I placed my whole trust in you
You made me feel like a treasure
Those moments were though a few
For you stolen moments of pleasure.
You played me like a guitar
I sang melodies like a bird
You looked a glittering star
And I one among the herd.
Seems You then just had your fill
Or to me it so seemed to look
Alone You left me to scale the hill
Leaving you completely off the hook.
May you find the peace you seek
Though it may just not be with me
May you scale the highest peaks
Maybe thats how its meant to be.
