Like a shadow in my soul
You cast your spell on me…
Then one day turned around
Said its never meant to be….
I try not to weep
So you dont see me cry..
But tears keep rolling
Easily from my eye…
I seek refuge in silence
The loneliness shrouding me…
Nothing anymore making sense
My mind just refusing to see…
I ask God to give me peace
To give me a sense of belonging …
To help me cope with lifes race
To help me to again smile and sing.
Archive for September, 2009
Shadows…
September 30th, 2009
Life goes on…BUT…
September 9th, 2009
The sun shines ….
…but clouds lurk in the sky.
My lips smile…
…but it fails to reach my eye.
There are flowers around…
…but devoid of any perfume
The music plays…
…but a sad, sober tune.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My laughter is loud…
…but tears mist my eyes,
The silence resounds…
…just broken by my sighs.
Dreams I still see …
…but with sadness they linger
For they remind me…
…that for you I still hunger.
Show you ,I may not…
… and what you may not know,
Missing you, that I do…
…like an ache that just wont go.
Life goes on…
…but the joy of it is far less.
Though I live on…
…I miss you I confess.
My nights
September 7th, 2009
Laying in bed to sleep at night
Hoping you would come to me soon
I turn & hold my pillow tight
And gaze unblinking at the moon.
Though the day does not seem near
I toss and turn dreaming of you
From my eyes there rolls a tear
As if on a perfect God given cue.
I miss you so much my love
The pain a dull throb in my heart
I keep thinking of you n how
It was with us in the start.
Will my dreams come true
The ones that keep me awake
Where its just me and you
I hope it does for my hearts sake.
From tears to dust..
September 2nd, 2009
Unheeded my tears fall
They make no difference
For you dont hear its call
You have long lost all sense
I was just a toy you used
When you most needed me
Emotions so completely abused
That person now you fail to see.
A journey so far yet I walk alone
A destination not yet planned
Life seeming weary to the bone
No energy gathered even to stand.
Where do I go from here?
But walk in this dark I must,
So many things to worry and fear
Till one day I turn to dust ….
