Archive for May, 2009

In silence

May 27th, 2009

I sink into a silent retreat

Looking for a place to hide

I watch my tired running feet

As life becomes one tough ride.

The silence it coldly greets me

Welcoming me with an open arm

Making me see things I should see

Hoping to keep me away from harm.

Silence offers a cold , frozen comfort

Chilling me to my very bone

Shielding me from words that hurt

Making me so very alone.

Silence teaches me who I am

And what I was never meant to be

The thoughts from which I seem to run

Flashing again for me to see.

Silence , without words it speaks

Mocking me , laughing at my plight

The want to flee as it peaks

What can you keep from others sight?

Hide from others that you may do

For you just want to get some space

But hide from you,thats something new!

For your mind always catches up in this race.

Silence thrills but also kills

So I heard some wise one say

After every one of my tears do spill

I hope to wake up to another day.

Comments ( 0 )

, ,

A distant star.

May 27th, 2009

In the horizon at a distance I see a glowing star

I tried to reach for it but it kept moving far…

A useless chase that followed brought me no joy

For the star that seemed so near played me for a toy.

It would taunt and come closer making me believe

I could touch it someday if I only just heaved.

Only to see it zip past me and move to a distance

Day by day making a mockery of all my innocence.

Why then does it shine so, drawing me to its warmth

Glittering and glowing bowling me over with its charm

For it has no intentions of letting me hold it in my hands

The destiny it seeks taking it to some faraway lands.

Dont reach for what you cant have , that what it teaches

For some things in life are always beyond our reaches.

Comments ( 0 )

If my mind was a canvas….

May 19th, 2009

I wish my mind was a blank paper

One on which I could paint afresh

I would fill it up with so much color

That would reflect happiness at a stretch

Smiles and laughter, light hearted fun

No room for gloomy thoughts or tears

Just happy memories and a brilliant sun

Chasing away every blue, strife and fears.

Thoughts weaving in and out ,up and down

To create a beautiful masterpiece of art

Creating smiles and grins , replacing the frown

With laughter that touches someones heart.

A mind made of such pure thoughts

With no fear or negativity thats around

Where no sadness or fear festers and rots

Just a happy bliss that it surrounds.

An amazing & delightful riot of colors

That is what I would want my mind to be

One that reflects the beauty of flowers

A mind that would be proud to reflect me.

Comments ( 0 )

Your Words…

May 19th, 2009

My heart breaks into two

Your words though were few

Spoke of a pain so deep within

Making me feel I committed a sin

But I have always prayed for you

Of a healthy life for you thats new

Free from all that make you weak

With the loved one who you seek.

Never once did I want anything more

You would see it if you looked in my core

I just rever what you two have and treasure

For its something so sacred beyond measure.

Why then this sadness and despair

Why so many tears , hurt beyond repair

I wish I could comfort you atleast some

But the damage seems to be already done

I could never forgive myself this

For messing up your life of bliss.

Comments ( 0 )

In your eyes……

May 19th, 2009

Looking into your eyes deep within

A hurt that tugs at my heart strings

A deep seated pain that you seem to hold

Speaking of many stories untold.

A tear as it rolls down your cheeks

Seem to say that sadness is at its peak

The deep breath you take in as a sigh

Seemed to question God as to why

You seem to have more than your share

Of people who just dont have a care.

A lone heart among all the crowd

A silent tune among all that is loud.

As I gaze into that well of sorrow

I wish I had a gift of tomorrow

One that I could hand over to you

And give you an experience so new

To take you to a land of love and care

With Hope that would tell you life is fair

Have faith and belief in all you are

For only that will take you miles afar.

Comments ( 0 )

Change of seasons

May 1st, 2009

The sun as it sets in the horizon

I contemplate the change of seasons

Where do I go ahead now from here

Leaving the ones who are close and dear

Heartless I am as I gave my heart to you

Counted you far above the special few

Made a big place for you in my life

A life that was so messed up with strife

A few months of joy, a hope to hold on

Before I knew it you were just gone

Dont know what tomorrow will hold

But for me there is a story untold

For precious seconds spent with you

Gave me a lease of life all so new.

I hold you close to my heart & oh so dear

With you in my life I faced all my fears.

Today I feel a little bit lost and alone

But I guess I am not expected to moan

If only you would continue to hold on

I would have the strength to carry on

I leave it all to the power thats above

Its all up in his protective hands now

Comments ( 0 )

,

An awakening…

May 1st, 2009

As my drifting thoughts flow free

I discover a peace so deep within me

The turbulence of thoughts quietening

In me giving rise to an awakening.

I take my life in my own hands

Making my decisions taking my stands

For thats all I have control over

And thats how it will be forever.

So here I am in the here and now

At peace with me & content in my love

For I humbly accept it as it is

Thats the only way to my own bliss.

Comments ( 0 )

,

RSS Feed

  • Digg
  • Delicious
  • Furl
  • Stumble
  • Technorati
  • Yahoo

  • Visitors