Archive for April, 2009

The green eyed Monster.

April 28th, 2009

Do you see the someone that I see

Rearing the green eyed head at me?

A squeezing hand clutching my heart

Just as my eyes begin to burn and smart.

A new distraction coming your way

One that I feel for a while is there to stay.

I struggle with my feelings within

Thoughts sending my mind on a spin .

Fear and jealousy chokes my thought

Would you still be there with me or not?

The new distraction taunts and smiles

The thought grating me as it riles.

Maybe you will some day turn and see

I am still waiting where you left me.

For me I just cannot see beyond you

You live in my heart , as very few do.

The way I feel, that I know is forever

The love I feel just wont change , Never .

So lets put all the green thoughts away

For I am here forever to stay :)

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Broken hearted…

April 28th, 2009

A relationship of many years

So tangled up like many ropes

Winding up in so many tears

And dashing down so many hopes.

Thought I knew and understood you

And where you came from

Then the fibs began ,first a few

Till they grew and became some.

Making me question myself

What I saw and believed in.

Questioning what I really felt

Is this how Human natures always been?

I just hope you see where you drift

Or what draws you away from you

Is it in your thinking a sudden shift

Wont you atleast give me a cue?

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Travelling along life.

April 28th, 2009

Its been quite a journey

We have walked quite a way

Weaving our way through destiny

Sometimes not quite having a say.

Sometimes climbing up the hills

That suddenly sprung along the way

Mopping up some of the spills

Our tears made on gloomy days.

Hand in hand we walked ,side by side

On a journey so worth the while

Life has not been all smooth a ride

But we have travelled many a mile.

Sometimes walking ahead of me

While I struggled to catch up with you

You waited at times to stop and see

If I still could stride along with you.

Where we head and what is in store

I just sometimes sit and wonder

Life twists n turns as the tears pour

Is it worth its value I ponder.

Surely time waits for none so you learn

As one day one leaves the earth and is gone

Living life with its twists ,tumbles and turns

The other left alone as the day they were born .

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Strained………

April 14th, 2009

I thought we were friends

But you became a stranger

A relationship that never ends

You risked it for life’s wager

The subtle ways you moved

Killed my spirits day by day

Till you had me all removed

Clearly out of your way.

An explanation or a word

I was denied of even that respect

Through your silence though I heard

What from you I never did expect.

Did I ever matter I wonder

For you let go of me so fast

Was I your biggest blunder

For as friends we were meant to last.

I hurt a lot , I may not say so

For my heart bleeds tears each day

For now I just keep myself low

Keeping a distance In every lil way

I hope some day you realize and see

When things are all settled and fine,

You may not understand how you hurt me

But I still wait for you to call me Mine.

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My feelings Vs yours

April 14th, 2009

I feel the same way you do

Am sure you understand that

The differences are quite a few

The rules a completely different set.

Well your heart beats for someone

The same way mine does for you

But you can express it to the one

How I wish I could do it too :)

But from far I watch & adore you

As you live life somewhere far away

Everyday battling some feelings new

As they just grow and deepen each day.

All I wish is I could open up & show

What you have come to mean to me

For you definitely would never know

For hidden those feelings you cannot see.

For now my love for you stands silent

My voice muted because of many a reason

One day maybe in the future it is to be vent

Maybe I have to wait for the right season.

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A tangled web of Lies.

April 14th, 2009

Looking into your lying eye

I ask “Is it time that you buy?”

A lie of all lifetime,a lifetime of lies

Damages done to so many lives.

A little lie begins the trend

Once you begin it never really ends

But truth prevails so they say

For they always seem to find a way.

Once let down the trust never there

Till the ones you love stop their care

For they no longer believe in you

Even if the lies you say are by far few.

How do you look in your own eye?

For your life itself becomes a big lie.

Fooling others with a lie may come easy

But lying to yourself is plain crazy.

So go on get a mirror and take a look

If you really want to get off the hook.

For the truth is never far behind the lie

It will catch up no matter how hard you try.

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On the highway ….

April 8th, 2009

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Driving fast on the highway

The places just zooming past

My mind spinning that a way

Thoughts appearing from the past.

The past few years of my life

My family, friends,the changes

The laughter, tears,the strife

My life in all its different stages.

My face , A different expression

As they mirrored what I thought

Every incident making an impression

In my mind of what is & what is not.

Thinking of the year gone by

Your face came into my mind

I faced my thoughts with a sigh

For you were a precious find.

The car speeding on the highway

My thoughts on another journey

What will happen this coming day

Ultimately all is left to destiny.

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Just a Thought

April 8th, 2009

Sitting alone in my room

My mind reeling with thoughts

I feel a sense of gloom

A feeling of such utter loss.

My feelings within me I fight

As love for you just emerges

No sense of calm in sight

Just bubbling out ,it surges.

There is no happy ending

Within me I just know

But the love is just growing

As I try hard not to show

I lose the battle in me

Giving in to what I feel

My feelings just failing to see

That this hurt would never heal

Living for the moment

Accepting all that comes my way

As something thats God sent

For there may not be another day.

I still will feel the way I do

No matter what the end

Till my last breath loving you

Inspite of life’s every bend.

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For my precious one.

April 8th, 2009

A little smile tickling my lip

I gaze at you as you sleep

So much at peace & in bliss

I press on your forhead a kiss.

I shut my eye and then I see

The times you spent with me

Each precious moment a gift

Every second giving me a lift.

You made my sun shine so bright

You made my heart feel so light

Your smile just brightened my heart

Thats how its been from the start

It blossomed into a love oh so pure

From this ailment theres no cure

It gives me a strength so strong

Now I know nothing will go wrong

I have a new confidence in me

A radiance shining for all to see

A joy within that makes me calm

To soothe my pain like a balm.

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